It may be because I haven't done any traveling. It may be because I'm frustrated with my photography right now. Moreover, I'm frustrated with my life. I can't help but wonder why life has to be so difficult. I have a college degree, and yet, I work two part-time jobs. Jobs where I feel underpaid and overworked. Jobs that make little to no use of my college education. Is that why I'm paying off tens of thousands in student loans? To hand out coffee and do art projects with little kids? Although, I must say, the fact that I get paid to color - rarely, but sometimes - is pretty amazing.
I find myself at that point. The point where I need to find my motivation. To strike out and make a change. I keep reminding myself that life is not coming to me, that I have to go towards it. I have to grab life with two hands and take charge. Take charge and make a change.
And so, if you don't hear from me very often, know this: I am doing my best to juggle many many commitments. I have very little time to write, but much love for those who read my words. If I don't write before Christmas, I wish you all a wonderful holiday season. I hope to write more in the new year, as I journey off on new adventures. And hopefully before then as well.
Much Love,
Emily
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